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Geesh.
2002-12-03 ::: 8:13 p.m.
These last number of days have been incredibly taxing on my physical, mental, and psychological self. I guess it's good that everything blew up days before a holiday because, while sitting in my room fuming and furiously scribbling away on sketch paper with charcoal and pen and ink can be quite a wonderful release, actually leaving this godforsaken town is wonderful. Breathing the country air of southwestern Illinois and not being cooped up in Naperville is quite a refreshing experience.It seems it did my body AND my soul good to get out of here. Granted, i did spend this time with my family, the very source of the trouble, it was very pleasant. Besides, i think the tripdufane (sp?), the chemicals in turkey that make you tired, kicked in and nobody gave a damn about anything but sitting in front of the TV. Now it seems that my feelings and emotions have calmed down and my eyes are a little more open then they've been in a while. I can see where I was at fault for all the mishaps and fights that occurred. Damned stubborn will.... anyway.... i feel better.... and my room is finally clean (well, not entirely, but it's a lot better. Three people can actually spend time there COMFORTABLY)
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