rambling? of course.
2002-11-16 ::: 11:55 a.m.

deary me, this is trouble.

the house is a complete mess, my cat is staring at me, and my guitar leaning against the wall is leering at me. I'm about to fall apart and all i can think is, where am i going from here? i won't have my amp back until second week of december.... and recording is a tiresome deal.

is life really running me? because i'm certainly not running my life... i feel so out of control, so detached from what happens to me, other than when it happens to me. at least i know the sun will rise again in the morning. at least THAT much is constant.

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