no, really. Fuck MY life.
2002-10-22 ::: 9:43 a.m.

it seems like pieces of my life are just decaying and falling apart. The only stability i see is work and via and sid. school... my chest is fucking that over. i haven't paid for my ticket, i owe my parents a considerable sum of money, my car hasn't been dealt with yet, i go to bed way too late, and my amp crapped out on me for no apparent reason. oh, and i'm quitting the band tomorrow. happy birthday to me, then. what a great gift i can give myself. happy birthday, joel. i hope you will be happy and well after this gift. no more mental anguish.

and i had a bloody nose last night/this morning around 4 in the morning. it's started.

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