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phenomonology
2002-09-04 ::: 2:20 a.m.
I had to make up for that last entry. I just couldn't leave that as the last thing you, the reader has of me for the day.Have you ever had the experience or feeling that things are so fucked up at one point in time that it is beyond your ability to comprehend it, or even detect it until well after the event or time took place? It's so.... strange. Things are uncontrollable. There is absolutely nothing in this world that I am able to control. The most I can do is manipulate, but never control. And are you ever struck by the way reality is perceived and life is lived? I can sit for hours and just look at my arms, attached to my body... attached to the earth through a mysterious force called gravity. Living life to me seems so strange; the way things look....... and how they look differently to other people. Phenomonology just completely blows my mind. What do we all base our actions on? How we perceive what others think of us.... so basically, we base ourselves off of how we think other people think of us, which means, we all are acting on what we think others are thinking of us and we're not paying attention on how we should be worried more about how we perceive ourselves and not care because we're so worried about what EVERYONE else thinks about us, but everyone else is so busy thinking about how everyone else sees them that they are too occupied to realise that everyone is paying too much attention to how others think about them to see that no one really cares about how you act..... they're too busy thinking about how you think about them..... that's not as clear as i was thinking it..... i apologize. maybe, if you want, you can ask me about this thought later and i can explain it better...... feck.
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