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I came here with a load, and it feels so much lighter, now i've met you
2002-08-28 ::: 3:32 a.m.
I went for a walk. The air was thick. My thoughts were thicker. It's going to be a tosser and turner tonight, i can just tell. I'll wake up exhausted tomorrow and i won't know exactly why. Maybe because i haven't gone to bed before 2:30 in over a month. I think something's wrong with me.I wish i knew who you were, or, for that matter, who i am. Where do we go from here? Nothing but heavy contemplation. Where have I been all these years, but then again, where am i now? Am I going anywhere? Or have I been here before? Everything is so new, yet.... not..... My shoes were dirty when I walked in the door just now. I took them off at the door so as not to track grass inside. I was in a field not too long ago. The sky is ugly here. The stars are so minimal, one can count them on the appendages of their body (fingers, toes, arms, legs, and whatever one can think of) because of the glow of the city. I think it's just sick. The moon was bright, though. No city will ever outglow the moon. It is, after all, nothing but a reflection of the sun. And what can block that? It was only half full, but shone with such an intensity, it seemed as though it were full. I think fall is rapidly approaching. (that would make sense, seeing as how September starts in four days.) The nights are filled with much more moisture and condensation forms on nearly every surface. My windows at night are nothing but moisture. It can be harrowing driving late at night in such conditions. It's like staring through a piece of cellophane and trying to determine what the hell is going on. My mind is a-clutter. I yearn for peace. Maybe I shall find it tonight in my dreams, if i remember them. Green Eyes.... gorgeous. Thank God for Chris Martin and the gang.
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