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Don't Die In Me
2007-03-18 ::: 10:38 p.m.
I decided against a year-end list. It seemed like more work that it was worth. Needless to say, there were plenty of good releases to make the year worthwhile. This year has some good stuff, too. I'm talking Of Montreal, Modest Mouse, and others (I can't remember off-hand.I've been deadly ill the last several days. It's amazing how being sick can bring EVERYTHING to a grinding halt. It's not like I had much going this week, but I wanted to look for a job at the very least... I'm finding love around and how it abounds in simple things. That doesn't mean that I'm not restless. My heart aches or meaning, for purpose, for fulfillment. R came back from FL with stories and a fire deep within her and I want that. I had that this summer, but it was still a restlessness. It was this burn for something huge, for a great adventure. I still hope and pray for adventure, but I'm not sure where it will come. I thought I had found a partner in H, but I don't think so anymore.
Right now I desire to do something big, something out of my ordinary. I hate being confined and defined by school. I want to travel the country and play shows where my friends live. I want to get the hell out of here. I want a partner in crime. (I want to play SXSW next year...)
I want to feel alive. I want to rejoice. Music takes me somewhere else. Maybe it's time I take music somewhere else.
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